We have decided that we are going to try and go to Haiti over Christmas to be with our other two children.  I am missing them so much.  I look at photos of them and I can only stare.  I wonder how much longer it will be that we have to wait.  I am going to need to get Micah's passport going.  I won't leave the kids behind again.  Noah asks about his brother and sister.  He says that we have to "save our monies and dowwers so that we can go in a helwicopper" to see them.