My companions are who? Sorrow and Suffering???

I am awake with anticipation for the future. I am learning to roll with the changes that erupt. I used to resist and argue with the discomfort. I have learned to tentatively embrace it. I will be glad to finally write about what has been happening in our lives without fear. I have to give voice to what has been two years of breaking and death for me. Oh, we have learned so much. We have grown expeditiously. I look at this mess now and I think to myself, "what is salvageable? What is good?". For now, those questions leave me speechless..